Sabah - Link....

hello!!
If u guyz want to share wif me about our last vacation in Sabah.. just go through this link.. hehe..
im the one who so lazy to write the story mory and luckily my BFF already update it.. huhu!
so let's catch up there! -Stay_slayer in the making..-

http://estherstarbelinda.blogspot.com/2009/05/day-1-and-2-in-kota-kinabalu.html
http://estherstarbelinda.blogspot.com/2009/05/day-3-and-4-in-sabah.html
http://estherstarbelinda.blogspot.com/2009/05/day-5-in-sabah.html
http://estherstarbelinda.blogspot.com/2009/05/rest-of-my-days-in-sabah.html

p/s: thanks my luvly Esther! :)
ko kn tauk aku pemalas tahap cipan..haha..
mls ku nk update cta ya..so bgus link kt page ko jk..
k sayang.. hehe.. muahx! :*

10 Things Women Should Know About Men.

1. Describing a guy as "cute" is apparently offensive. ;)

2. Men are sensitive in strange ways. If a man can't fix something,he'll actually take it personally.

3. "yes" & "no" are acceptable answers to any question; men aren't big on elaboration.

4. Don't give men too many options; don't ask too many! ;)

5. They have limited sense of direction and time. hehe.. :p

6. Guys don't understand hints, so say what u mean and mean what u say.. just straight to the point.. :)

7. They do kiss and tell (sorry!)

8. If they go quiet, it doesn't mean there's something on their mind. Chances are there's nothing.

9. Whenever men are around,ensure u have food and a footy on hand and all will be well.

10. They are gentlemen in front of single girls, but if u are already taken,they'll treat u like one of the boys! hehe..

do all girls need boys? ;) tetibe je.. huhu!

Tag from Zeyla.. (50 questions!)

01. Who was your last text from?
~ rizal (scandal je oi..)

02. Where was your default picture taken?

~anywhere..

03. Your relationship status?
~im a single lady! ;)

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
~yup..my tadika's close frens.. :p.

05. What is your current mood?
~happy!!

06. How many siblings do you have?
~five
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
~Shafiqah
~Shazlina
~Shahirah
~Shamirul Rodhi (d only son)

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
~KK again! miss damn much the island!

09. Have a crazy side?
~haha.. crazy wif myself!

10. Ever had a near death experience?
~yup! once.. accident! but thank god..still alive till now.. ;)

11. Something you do a lot?
~S.L.E.E.P~ luv it! ;)

12. Angry at anyone?
~yup! HIM.. pliz stop looking 4 me!!!!

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
~E.G.O! ;)

14. When was the last time you cried?
~Last nite.. so damn sad.. :'(

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
~of course! my parents.. luv them so much!

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
~sleep...sleep..sleep... ZzzzZZZz

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
~Rizal.. luv disturbing me at nite.. (sory dear...)

18. What is your favorite song?
~any songs.. layan... ;)

19. What are you doing right now?
~sleeping.. hahaha! reply this tag from zeyla (ko ingat aku mls lg ke.. hehehe)

20. Who do you trust right now?
~don trust anybody!!! (beautiful liar!)

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
~from da sky.. hahahaha..

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
~nope! :'(

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
~jayjay! next lorong.. hehehe

24. Describe your life in one word?
~S.i.n.g.l.e

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
~Him.. again n again! ish!!!

26. What should you be doing right now?
~SLEEPZZzzzzzzzz...

27. What are you listening to?
~Kris Allen~ heartless ( tetibe lgu ni lak.. )

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
~my lil bro.. ;)

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
~My mom..last nite..she mad at me.. :'(

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
~nope! i am who i am..

31. What is your natural hair color?
~not really black..

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
~My sis n lil bro.. ( buat lwk.. ;))

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
~U.. heeee

34. What do you hear?
~kris allen singing

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
~straight..

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
~da one who still looking 4 me.. ;p

37. Do you have a best friend?
~yupp! luv them! ;)

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
~nope!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
~no..

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
~yup! hehehe.. in da car last 3 weeks! at kk.. hehehe..

41. Are you happy with life right now?
~Hepy!!!!! ;)

42. Are you currently jealous?
~a lil bit.. but y? ;p

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
~ring & earing

44. What were you doing on friday night?

~just stay at home.. (anak yg baik.. ;)

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

~yup..once.. damn it!

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

~yup..many times.. sory..im not heartbreaker ok! ;)

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

~nope!

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

~fewer..

49. How late did you stay up last night and why ?

~3 am.. rizal call me.. ;)

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

~yup.. more than 6 years!

Who would u like to tagged?
hehehee

Single??

What's your definition of SINGLE in the relationship term?

It doesn't mean anything to me :)

I'm single but I don't have the life of a single lady. Maybe I don't want that ermm.

1. Someone who is single have the rights to go out with whomever he/she wants.

2. Someone who is single will not have any unbound feelings towards another human being..if she wants to do no.1 :)

3. Single is NEVER a pair.

4. Someone who wants to be single will not think about a particular person. He/she must think about that, that, that and that..what's the use of freedom?

and last but not least,

5. Someone who wants to be single must not fall in love.

So now.. im a independent girl! ;)

Excited!

TiTLe :: Vacation!
DaTe :: 13rd May - 20th May 2009
VeNuE :: SABAH!!
WhO? :: F.R.I.E.N.D.S
: Shaz
: Jayjay
: Esther
: Amin
: Zain
: Anuar

wah! im so excited! cannot wait! ;) sbb aku x penah g cnun juak bh.. x dpt aku byg kan bla geng2 tok g bjalan d sabah klak..hehe.. mesti bergegar bumi sabah bila di landa kekecohan from us! huhu dh lmk mekorg book tket..dr bln2 mn x silap aku la..heee.. mula2 aku xmk g bah..aku x brani mk mntak prmision dr parents aku.. tp cdak tok paksa juak aku ekot..hehe..niat d ati nang mk ekot pn.. so,mlm ya..dgn lemah lmbut pnuh dgn kesopanan..aku tanyak mak aku..
'mi,dorg g sabah la cuti ni..smggu..msti best kn..dorg dh book tket..'
my mom said..' ape kene mengene dgn ko? ' ;)
aku..'erm..kalo along nk ikut bleh ke?' ;)
my mom said 'g la..tp jage dri tu baik2..'

pergh! ya la word d tggu2 aku..hahaha.. pa gik..trus aku pdh dgn cdak aku mk ekot juak..hehe..cdak excited juak trus book tket..haha! pasya,dh cnfrm 6org yg g.. tiap2 ari tpker jk psl mk g sabah.. ;) aku sbenarnya bkan pa.. mk release tnsion bh.. aku rs sem tok byk lak dugaan dtg nimpak palak aku tok.. erm.. so..x lmk gk aku nk melepaskan segala tension tok.. paling best sbb g ngn cdak bestfriends aku tok!!!

nntikan crita2 mekorg blt dr sbah klak k! hehe!

Thinking..

-2.15am-
_im crazy of this song lately..
_da wording so meaningful for me.. huhu!
_erm..thinking of something and someone rite now!
_i hate this part!
_why i cant get over this feeling?
_ermm..

All Saints , Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what i've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But i'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way i've have to know
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way i'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head's spinnin'
Boy i'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I take a shower
I will scour
I will roam
To find peace of mind
The happy mind
I once owned yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from a to zee
Conversations, hesatations in my mind
You got my conscience
Asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting cos I heard that this feeling won't last that long

chorus
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way i'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way i'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace gotta feel at ease
Need to be
Free from pain
Go insane
My heart aches yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from a to zed
Conversations, hesatations in my mind
You got my concience asking questions that i can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I aint done nothing wrong
Now i'm just awaiting cos I heard that this feeling won't last that long

You can tell me to my face You can tell me on the phone Oooh you can write it in a letter babe Cos I really need to know You can write it in a letter babe.You can write in in a letter babe(fade)